I posted some pix yesterday from our weekend family reunion in which I was wearing a swimsuit. I think maybe I post pictures like that from time to time so I'll hear a bunch of compliments. Is that wrong?
I swear I'm not completely narcissistic! It's just that I really have never liked the way I look all that much. Even before I was fat, I was insecure about my appearance. I thought I looked good at times, but generally I worried about my looks way too much. Now I have the confidence and wisdom that comes from maturity, I guess. I know I have many, many flaws, but I am happy with my looks overall. Sure, I could pick myself apart. I could talk about my saggy ta tas or my extra skin, but I chose not to focus on those things.
So why do I post pictures in hopes of getting a bunch of compliments? Maybe I still am kind of insecure. Maybe I just like hearing that other people think I look good. Anyway, THANK YOU for all the validation. I'm working on my insecurities, I swear! Maybe someday I won't need/want you all to tell me how foxy I look.