I know that you all begin your Thursdays with a sense of anticipation for me to announce my weight for the week. No? Maybe that's just me then. Anyway (drum roll, please) I am down another 3.4 lbs. to 255.8. I am pleased to be down so much this week, but I am also really excited that I almost weigh less than my fella! Matthew is a big guy - 6'3" and 250 lbs. and I hate that I have out-weighed him for a while now. In another two weeks or so, I should weigh less than him.
I had this strange thought this morning when I was walking. When I picture myself, I don't really see myself as all that fat. I know that is kind of hard to imagine. Like yesterday I was wearing my new outfit (Thanks, Kristen!) and imagining that I looked really nice. The clothes fit nicely and weren't too tight or anything. But then I saw the photo that I posted with yesterday's blog and thought how fat that I still look. Which I guess is about right since I've only lost just over 24 lbs. and I needed to lose at least 100 lbs. But I am still constantly catching my reflection in store mirrors and being surprised by how big I am. It makes me wonder how I ever became so disconnected from reality.